Pujas

I attended a viswakarma puja today . Thing is , since i dont believe in any purticular god ,am i a hypocrite attending them and having fun ? I dont know . To me god , if thats the name i have to give the force thats in the universe , is in everything . Its in good food , beautiful music , love , hate , tears , smiles , everything . So its hard to give it a face and a name . And to think theres a legion of gods , who look after a sector of life , its impossible for me . Its too much like a capitalystic board of directors . God isnt human . He doesnt have feelings . He just creates . He is shapeless formless . He has no right and no wrong . He has created love and hate , pain and pleasure, mind and body . He doesnt make judgements , rather he creates minds that can make judgments . God is nature, nature is God .